Why cant u people just say something encouraging? Its freaking annoying to hear u say discouraging things. Seriously,instead of putting me down why not just dun talk? IM DAMN PISSED
I am so damn proud of myself for completing my maths homework. Although theres still chinese,english,ss but at least i finished one subject:) School is stressing us out nowadays,but i still love it! haha. Even though my class isnt that fun,but still,its MY class and im gonna stick with them for 2 years. SISTERHOOD yeah?
Obviously everyone is becoming a nerd nowadays. Even me,is in the process of the transformation. HAHAH! Reminds me of transformers!!!!!!!!!
Im crapping alot. Cos im bored. No one is free to talk to me:(
Some needs to go sleep or study. SIAN.
Still, im grateful that i overslept today:D
God knows i've worked too hard and so is giving me a rest day:)))) SO, tmr im gna strt CHIONGING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GOGOGOGO!
Hahahah, im tired. But i cant sleep. I NEED TO TALK CRAP NOW BEFORE I GO BONKERS
I found the dress i like just now:) I ordered it! Hehehheh. Finally aft months of searching high and low.
Anyways, dun read from here onwards. Cos i will be crapping. Haha.
So,school is fun nowadays and crazy with leong minying. Sleeping always and getting into trouble at least once a day. U gotta admire her for tt huh? Not everyone has the ability. HAAHAHHAHAHAH
I really wanna sleep:( Im damn tired. But i cant. SIAN LA
Ohh, im beginning to like chinese. IM A CHEENA WOMAN:D
So,life's been great. Haha. What crap.
Dance audition tmr. Seriously,i have no idea why the juniors are so irritating No,maybe not irritating. ANNOYING. Its the same thing anyways,just to let ppl know how bad they are. HAHAHHA><
MEAN-NESS!
I still miss all the trainers. I dun mind going for camp now:))))
Trainer RAIN and durian head trainer came back:) Im camp sick once again.
Anyways, ytd was just awesome.
Just talked to someone special on facebook. Just wanna tell him that he rocks ttm!!! YEAH! U ROCK MAN! Just trust in youself and dun give a damn bout what others say cos we all believe in u:)
School is getting "great" nowadays. Homework are starting to pile up. Espscially Chinese AKA the subject i hate most. Lucky this year's teacher is so much better than last year. And i handed in my homework on time:) I don't know whats wrong with me nowadays...... IM FALLING ASLEEP IN EVERY LESSONS! AHHHHH! DIE LA!!!! how? I have no idea. Seriously this sucks when u see all ur friends knowing whats going on in the lesson when ur the blur one there. SIAN LA. And most sian of all the one sitting beside also have no idea whats going on cos she sleeps all the time. NO use to me. HAHAH><
She went home today complaining she had headache and like got something drilling into her head. NONSENSE. She just wanna go home. hahhahah. Aiya,no la. I guess shes really sick cos she denies that shes faking. BETTER GET WELL SOON UHHHHHH!!! IF NOT I SIT ALONE IN CLASS LOOK LIKE LOSER-.-
And i went out for dinner just now and i was damn tired. I fell asleep eating my dinner. hahah. My mum was telling my aunt how tired i was waking up so early and whatever shit. HAHHAHA. Its part of the reason but not all. Let me tell u a not-so-secret secret. I think im having camp sick tiredness. I really think so. Im thinking bout camp when sleeping i guess. Thats why my mind didnt have rest and its trying to find rest during my lesson time which is also the most boring times. Haha. I really think this is the reason. SERIOUS.
So now im trying to get camp off my head.
But im still camp sicking. This sucks. Okayys. Im trying to go sleep now. Minying,i sleep early because i damn tired okayy. U better come school tmr.
I was listening to this when i thought of my trainers. The lyrics is so true please. Made me cry:(
For all those times you stood by me For all the truth that you made me see For all the joy you brought to my life For all the wrong that you made right For every dream you made come true For all the love I found in you I'll be forever thankful baby You're the one who held me up Never let me fall You're the one who saw me through through it all
You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn't speak You were my eyes when I couldn't see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldn't reach You gave me faith 'coz you believed I'm everything I am Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly You touched my hand I could touch the sky I lost my faith, you gave it back to me You said no star was out of reach You stood by me and I stood tall I had your love I had it all I'm grateful for each day you gave me Maybe I don't know that much But I know this much is true I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn't speak You were my eyes when I couldn't see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldn't reach You gave me faith 'coz you believed I'm everything I am Because you loved me
You were always there for me The tender wind that carried me A light in the dark shining your love into my life You've been my inspiration Through the lies you were the truth My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn't speak You were my eyes when I couldn't see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldn't reach You gave me faith 'coz you believed I'm everything I am Because you loved me
You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn't speak You were my eyes when I couldn't see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldn't reach You gave me faith 'coz you believed I'm everything I am Because you loved me
I'm everything I am Because you loved me ---
I just wanna tell the trainers:
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING THAT YOUR HAD DONE. WE REALLY APPRECIATED IT:) YOU GUYS MADE THE CAMP POSSIBLE. THANKS SO MUCH.
The first time i ever missed the camp and trainers this much:( I miss trainer rain and trainer fareez. Trainer fareez should seriously think bout how his words gna affect people before he says them. Especially on the last day of camp when parting:(
Im camp sick. I dowan to stay at home. I have an urge to go and look for them. But too bad idk where they live. Im a STALKER!!!! RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
hhahahhaha. Not funny but yeahhh. I miss them all so much. I was looking forward to waking up finding myself still in the camp in the tent sleeping with the others. Getting up to pack my bags and going to the toilet to brush my teeth with everyone. Rushing to the MPH with heavy bags. Getting a briefing from the trainers on where to go next and what to do. Trainers shouting St.margs OI/ 3/5 OI. Lining up to get breakfast. Telling the trainer i wanted lesser rice and him saying its little enough alr. Washing plates at the big pail. Coming back and setting off to play games. Trainers briefing us on what to do. All these little things that seems insignificant, I was just hoping to go back to the first day of camp. But i woke up, finding myself tucked in bed, cold not because of the wind but because of the air-con. Going to the toilet alone to brush my teeth. Eating breakfast alone on the table. Having loads of time to spare. Wasting time away...... Was actually quite disappointing. Maybe i should be thankful for the air-con after being away from it for 3 nights. But afterall, Technology isnt all that good when u missed times with little of it.
I miss getting all dirty and sweaty. I miss the complains. I miss the showering times. I miss the meal times. I miss the trainers nagging. I miss the trainers shoutings. I miss the trainers jokes. I miss the trainers laughs and smiles. I miss the mud and soil. I miss the grass and filtered water frm the water taps. I miss the sounds of insects. I miss the Milo pond. I miss the dirty but happy mindy. I miss camp:(
I miss my TRAINERS and camp. First time camp sick till so jialat. Seriously,4days bond might mean nothing to u but it means alot to me. Don't comment if u do not understand.
Ahhh shit. Im sec 3, 15 yrs old and camp sick. This is scarily scary.
Like what kiana said, Once again, an awesome camp:)
I nvr regret going for it, and for those who nvr go, dun comment on us being stupid cos u guys seriously dun understand.
ELAINE, Im not a crybaby. Other ppl cried also. hahhaha.
See how freaking ego he is???
He actually appreciated it:)))
