Sometimes i really want to say,

Please stop telling me all these. I dun care and i dun have the strength to care anymore.
Im tired of listening to the same thing over and over again.
Go away.

Im a coward.
I dun dare to say it cos i dowan to lose a friend.
How pathetic.





I need to go into national service.
When i come out u would see a new me:)
I would be 40kg and just u know,skinny me:D
Cant wait!!!!

Im starting to love my classmates.
Except for some, but i mean, two years.
U gotta learn to accept yeah?:)


I love my physics tuition because sherilyn is there to cheer me up.
Thanks girl.
U rock alot.

I love my class because of sherilyn,minying,janelle,reshveena and alicia.
U can never imagine all the nonsense we do.
Its OUR nonsense:)
Just wanna tell u guys that,
Yes I LOVE U GUYS ALOT:)
Lets go toilet party.
HAHA

School's officially starting tomorrow.
Even though it wasnt even counted as a HOLIDAY.

I HATE SCHOOL x 32576350723642846829276278968.

URGH.
AND PLUS i havnt finished my freaking homework.
idiot la.
im gna die soon.
WHICH IS TOMORROW.
Im dead.
And worse of all.
MY FRINGE IS DAMN FREAKING DISGUSTING.
I WANT MY OLD FRINGE BACK:(

I hate the aunty i want to murder her.
I should have insisted on letting my hairdresser cut my hair instead.
ASSSHOLE.
Now i look lika gong kia:(

Anyways,im gna pin up my fringe till it grows long and nice:)

I got a new pair of shoes which is NAVY in colour and i LOVE it:)
Will wear it everyday when i go out. HAHA

I DO NOT PMS.
I EMPATHIZE.
DO NOT

Thanks for ur GREAT drawing.
LAME PANGSAI

If holidays were like this,
i'd rather not have it.


The school seriously is damn freaking screwed up.
What's with all the talk on " completing ur hwk and handing it up on time"?
Try being in this diotic school,see if u can do that with a bunch of kanchiong spiders with extra chiongster spirits in them in ur class.
SEE IF U CAN DO IT.


Well,
honestly i have no idea whats wrong with me nowadays.
Im so touchy.
And i feel kinda weird....
as if this whole stress thingy is transforming me and pulling me away from my friends.
Im venting my anger on them like wth?
they arnt punchbags.
Urghhh.

I want to start a REVOLUTION!
I just finished my Amath,Emath holiday hwk.
ONLY.
WHAT THE SHIT.

I must must must chiong alr.
Sherilyn and Minying,
lets chiong together and be the smartest instead of the dumbest:)

Im gna do my physics elearning now.
Guai or what?:)





:Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;

in all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will make your paths straight."
Proverbs 3:5-6

When you love someone,
all your saved-up wishes start coming out.

- Elizabeth Bowen -

I hate it when i write something but realise that im not writing what i want.
Then i backspace and everything is gone.
And this goes on for 1hour.

I want a simple life just like how it was in primary 1.
The thing u think about is what games to play tomorrow.
Catching or police and thief?

Now its rushing to school in the morning to study for the tests.
completing ur hwk.
all the nonsense.

And what makes it worse is that ur in a competitive class.
TERRIBLE.

And what makes it worst is that ur cca teacher simply refuses to let u skip dance practices to go for tuition and better still,the tuition teacher dun even understand and wants to kick me out of the tuition.
I tried finding a solution,
rejecting some of the dance performance.
No use,she wouldnt allow.
Said my name had been submitted and all that shits.

One day, u will find me dead.
One day, just like her, i would choose death to escape all of this.
Nothing changes when i die.
The earth still goes round.
Everything goes on as usual.
Cos my existence means nothing to anyone.
One day.... or maybe never,
I would be treasured.
But i guess by that time,
i would have figured it out.

edit:/

Why the hell am i emo-ing?!
Pangsai.
I would be a happy birdie!!!!:D
Heheh.

Strawberry shortcake, blueberry pie.
Oreo cheesecake, chocolate fudge pie!


Love, like a river, will cut a new path
whenever it meets an obstacle.

- Crystal Middlemas -